Had a really horrific nightmare that left me crying in tears. I can still feel the heart wrenching details and feelings. It just seemed so real. So, frighteningly real.
This is a feeling that i am not a stranger to. Barely just a year ago.
Loathe waking up with tensed muscles and a very heavy heart despite the accompaniment of the delightful downpour. I feel the life seeping away slowly, but i don’t want to relive any of those traumas ever again. Flashbacks still haunt me, and i transpose myself to those images, which makes the fear ever more present and concrete.
Mortality, morbidity and death. I guess not many people truly experience those unless it happens to you, or someone close to you.